Post by Bobby Drake on Jan 27, 2007 2:36:29 GMT
> " It seems you’ve had some commandos to deal with. Well done."
Bob opens his mouth to say “It was John and Rogue, really” before realizing what a ridiculous thing that would be to say – of course he’d had little to do with it; he hardly needs to point that out. Which, in turn, makes him want to point out that he had taken out one of the commandos… one of the shiny ones, even!... before realizing how childish that would sound. So he just nods, and grins. "Yeah, it’s good to have friends." There. That didn’t sound too bad. And it was even true.
> " How bad is he? Would giving them to him help us or hinder us? "
> " I’d let ‘im give it a shot, Stormy. "
Rogue’s reply is… odd. It doesn’t sound like her, not completely. It sounds more like – Oh. Right, of course. They’ve been… together. Of course he’s in her head again. I knew that. It was just surprising, is all.
Well, surprising and unpleasant. Bob struggles with jealousy about them, um, touching, and guilt over being jealous, and resentment over being left in the cold – literally as well as figuratively – and a host of other feelings he can’t even begin to articulate, before finally just shaking them off and focusing on the mission. People trying to kill him for unexplained reasons is actually easier for him to worry about, especially now that Storm’s around.
Which brings him all the way back around to her question, which is harder than it should be.
One option is to tell the truth… John’s injured, possibly concussed; sending him into a firefight would be irresponsible. But he can tell he’s already annoyed Rogue by insisting on the medlab; if he insists again that John isn’t at full capacity and should be checked out before he goes into action, he’ll annoy her further – not to mention piss John off. Which, granted, feels as natural as breathing sometimes, but right now he’s not sure he can take it – it’s hard enough already to feel like he belongs here without further alienating his oldest friends.
But if he goes along with them, and somebody gets hurt… or if John gets hurt, again… he’s not sure Storm will ever trust him again. He wouldn’t, if their roles were reversed. And much as he doesn’t deserve to be an X-Man right now, he can’t face the prospect of having to step down.
Ultimately, he realizes he’s asking the wrong question... it doesn’t matter who he sides with, it matters what’s going to happen. And from that perspective, the answer’s pretty obvious. "I was just saying we should get John down to the medlab, make sure he’s gonna be OK. With both you and Rogue running interference, I’d say we can get there without too much trouble, whatever they throw in our way. So I’d say hold onto ‘em until we check him out. After that, we could use the extra firepower to finish tak – "
The rest of his sentence is swallowed by a strange thudding noise, a little bit like an explosion, that seems to shake the building. Wonder what that was? Sounds like it came from the subbasement…
Bob opens his mouth to say “It was John and Rogue, really” before realizing what a ridiculous thing that would be to say – of course he’d had little to do with it; he hardly needs to point that out. Which, in turn, makes him want to point out that he had taken out one of the commandos… one of the shiny ones, even!... before realizing how childish that would sound. So he just nods, and grins. "Yeah, it’s good to have friends." There. That didn’t sound too bad. And it was even true.
> " How bad is he? Would giving them to him help us or hinder us? "
> " I’d let ‘im give it a shot, Stormy. "
Rogue’s reply is… odd. It doesn’t sound like her, not completely. It sounds more like – Oh. Right, of course. They’ve been… together. Of course he’s in her head again. I knew that. It was just surprising, is all.
Well, surprising and unpleasant. Bob struggles with jealousy about them, um, touching, and guilt over being jealous, and resentment over being left in the cold – literally as well as figuratively – and a host of other feelings he can’t even begin to articulate, before finally just shaking them off and focusing on the mission. People trying to kill him for unexplained reasons is actually easier for him to worry about, especially now that Storm’s around.
Which brings him all the way back around to her question, which is harder than it should be.
One option is to tell the truth… John’s injured, possibly concussed; sending him into a firefight would be irresponsible. But he can tell he’s already annoyed Rogue by insisting on the medlab; if he insists again that John isn’t at full capacity and should be checked out before he goes into action, he’ll annoy her further – not to mention piss John off. Which, granted, feels as natural as breathing sometimes, but right now he’s not sure he can take it – it’s hard enough already to feel like he belongs here without further alienating his oldest friends.
But if he goes along with them, and somebody gets hurt… or if John gets hurt, again… he’s not sure Storm will ever trust him again. He wouldn’t, if their roles were reversed. And much as he doesn’t deserve to be an X-Man right now, he can’t face the prospect of having to step down.
Ultimately, he realizes he’s asking the wrong question... it doesn’t matter who he sides with, it matters what’s going to happen. And from that perspective, the answer’s pretty obvious. "I was just saying we should get John down to the medlab, make sure he’s gonna be OK. With both you and Rogue running interference, I’d say we can get there without too much trouble, whatever they throw in our way. So I’d say hold onto ‘em until we check him out. After that, we could use the extra firepower to finish tak – "
The rest of his sentence is swallowed by a strange thudding noise, a little bit like an explosion, that seems to shake the building. Wonder what that was? Sounds like it came from the subbasement…