Post by Laurie Collins on Mar 5, 2008 22:32:17 GMT
[[Content warning? Maybe? It’s more than a five second kiss so I’m saying content warning though a couple teenagers who’ve been dating, for like, ever getting some pretty mild action probably doesn’t need it.]]
This is weird. Is this weird? Should my response to seeing that my boyfriend still has all his bones assembled and working be to want to jump them? Matthew presses his hands into her lower back and she deepens the kiss as a measure of her approval both of the movement and how he seems to have overcome his initial hesitation. He pulls back and she opens her eyes, smiling almost wide enough to be ridiculous as she sees the look on his face- unworried enjoyment- and realizes she’s responsible for it as well as for the tension, the need, conveyed through his hands when he’d had them on her back a moment ago. She’s reminded, irrationally, she thinks at first, of one of the first times they’d talked as friends, down by the [link=http://100mtoanchorage.proboards98.com/index.cgi?board=allotherthreads&action=display&thread=526&page=2#4742
]lake[/link] back before they’d even admitted to themselves they felt anything for each other. She’d been uncomfortable then at the way he really looked at her, listened, responded, when most people, however nicely they did it, just brushed her aside in one way or another. For whatever reason he’d taken her seriously from the first and never having had a friend, a real one, who knew all about her mutation and wasn’t related to her, she’d been caught off guard at the time, had half wished he’d stop. Now she realizes this is a little of the same thing, that’s it’s the oddest mix of terrifying and wonderful to be wanted, to elicit a reaction like this that she knows isn’t the product of her pheromones which are still, fortunately, in check.
She moves her hands down from the back of his head and then realizes she doesn’t know what to do with them because the second she stops to think about what she’s doing, try to do it right, everything sort of goes to hell. Okay, so just…focus elsewhere… she thinks and closes her eyes, tilting her mouth back into his and parting her lips so that her tongue can run along the inside of his mouth, tangling briefly with his, tentatively exploratory. She breaks the kiss a little abruptly and pulls back, obviously gauging his reaction. Isn’t this supposed to just…come naturally? No uncertainty or fumbling just, you know, preserve and propagate the species? Not that we’re doing that but…I mean…I guess it does complicate things when I’m afraid I’ll give him the pheromone equivalent of a roofie any minute and he thinks…I don’t know…he’ll get too into it and irradiate me? Great. We’ve solved the mutant crisis right here: we die out because we’re way too awkward for- she realizes then that at some point during the kissing and mental rambling and ignoring of her hands they’ve made their way quite happily up the front of her boyfriend’s shirt and her fingers are lazily, almost independently, exploring the definition of his stomach, -oh. She blushes and curls her fingers slightly in embarrassment, biting her lower lip and looking down.
This is weird. Is this weird? Should my response to seeing that my boyfriend still has all his bones assembled and working be to want to jump them? Matthew presses his hands into her lower back and she deepens the kiss as a measure of her approval both of the movement and how he seems to have overcome his initial hesitation. He pulls back and she opens her eyes, smiling almost wide enough to be ridiculous as she sees the look on his face- unworried enjoyment- and realizes she’s responsible for it as well as for the tension, the need, conveyed through his hands when he’d had them on her back a moment ago. She’s reminded, irrationally, she thinks at first, of one of the first times they’d talked as friends, down by the [link=http://100mtoanchorage.proboards98.com/index.cgi?board=allotherthreads&action=display&thread=526&page=2#4742
]lake[/link] back before they’d even admitted to themselves they felt anything for each other. She’d been uncomfortable then at the way he really looked at her, listened, responded, when most people, however nicely they did it, just brushed her aside in one way or another. For whatever reason he’d taken her seriously from the first and never having had a friend, a real one, who knew all about her mutation and wasn’t related to her, she’d been caught off guard at the time, had half wished he’d stop. Now she realizes this is a little of the same thing, that’s it’s the oddest mix of terrifying and wonderful to be wanted, to elicit a reaction like this that she knows isn’t the product of her pheromones which are still, fortunately, in check.
She moves her hands down from the back of his head and then realizes she doesn’t know what to do with them because the second she stops to think about what she’s doing, try to do it right, everything sort of goes to hell. Okay, so just…focus elsewhere… she thinks and closes her eyes, tilting her mouth back into his and parting her lips so that her tongue can run along the inside of his mouth, tangling briefly with his, tentatively exploratory. She breaks the kiss a little abruptly and pulls back, obviously gauging his reaction. Isn’t this supposed to just…come naturally? No uncertainty or fumbling just, you know, preserve and propagate the species? Not that we’re doing that but…I mean…I guess it does complicate things when I’m afraid I’ll give him the pheromone equivalent of a roofie any minute and he thinks…I don’t know…he’ll get too into it and irradiate me? Great. We’ve solved the mutant crisis right here: we die out because we’re way too awkward for- she realizes then that at some point during the kissing and mental rambling and ignoring of her hands they’ve made their way quite happily up the front of her boyfriend’s shirt and her fingers are lazily, almost independently, exploring the definition of his stomach, -oh. She blushes and curls her fingers slightly in embarrassment, biting her lower lip and looking down.